Procrastination in the Thief of Time!

What happens when somebody has been isolated in the jungle or something for 1000 billions years and they never hear about Jesus, Allah, God, What eva!!! and then they kick the bucket...what happens?!?!?!
It's like it's their fault that nobody could tell them about God. Does that mean they don't get a chance to try and get to Heaven? That doesn't seem fair to me.
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On the brighter side, I finished exams earlier than I thought I would! Yeahhhh!!!!! All done for another 5 months. Huzzah! Huzzah.
On a less brighter side, the funeral was sooooo sad. I wasn't like bff's with the teacher who died but I have spoken with her a few times and she knew who I was an stuff. So I thought I would go a pay my respects but I didn't realize how much of an impact it would have on me. Yesterday was the first funeral i've been to for somebody that I knew. The worst part of funerals (non religious) is when they play Taps, Bagpipes or do the 21 gun salute it just like BAM! That person is gone. It feels to me like that is THE END.
and we were sitting in the balcony of my school and I was thinking "I didn't know her that well, this won't be that hard." So it got all quiet and out of nowhere I heard the sound that bagpipes make when the air first starts going through them. And I lost it. I was like "WAHH WAHHHHH WAHH WAHHHH" like a wee little baby. Oh my gladiator! It was sooooo bad. My teacher was sitting next to me and her ex-husband and he kept handing us tissues we were sobbing our eyes out. Oi! Oi! Oi! It was horrible. But i'd been feeling a lot of mixed emotions and getting everything out made me feel a lot better...
Yeah.....
The. End.
:)

B**** Be all up in my grill! *warning angry post that is not very pleasant*

Ugh drama llama bang bang!
I have said before I HATE stupid shallow selfish girls. Unfortunately my 'best friend' has turned out to be one. Crap!
I have, well...everyone thinks i have two bestfriends and that's like it. (they don't know that i'm actually a social butterfly just waiting to spread my wings) and my little pal decided it would be cool to just ignore me for some random reason...? Yeah...
And give me nasty looks
and talk about me to my other supposed pal and then BOTH of them are ignoring me and giving me the evil eye.
And really, I don't need anymore evil eye in my life!!!
I have the opinion that if you're going to declare that it's National Hate Heather day, you should probably give a public announcement so that the Heathers of the world can be prepared but apparently it was a private party! And the worst part is that this is not the first time, this happens all the time.
I'm fairly sure they're angry because I haven't been chillaxing with them as much but you know what?!?!!? I'M NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME WITH A BUNCH OF RUDE SELF CENTERED PRICKS!!!!!
I do actually, believe it or not, have more friends than just them. *le sigh*
I'm just so pissed! I don't even know what I did! If i've done something wrong, i'd like to know what it was so that I can fix it.
I don't need that kind of negativity in my life, it's bad enough on it's own! lol

I'm not really mad that they're ignoring me, i'm actually kind of relieved because i'm not a big fan of some divalicious B****! and her little croney talking about me behind my back. What i'm mad about is the two of them having blatant ignorance, selfishness and a down right rude attitude towards me. Treating me like that after I supported them for years isn't a good way to keep a relationship going strong. I thought that I had two really good friends but it turns out that apparently all I had was a lie. I don't need that, I don't want that and I don't have to have that. So, i'm just going to take a deep breathe let all the bad ju ju out and get on with my life.
If someone is going to pour some random shit on me, then i'm going to move so it doesn't hit me. Nuff said yo! We Are Ova missy missy miss! I have several other much more reliable and just plain better ladies that have been there for me for the past 4 years and i've been blowing them off to hang out with some poop head who walks all over me like a treadmill.



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On an entirely a so much more pleasant note: My friend Katee and I went on a little excursion to the big national park thing by my house. She brought a camera and we just had a good time. It took us two hours to even find the fricken entrance but it was well worth it.

Just today when I got home after school there was a letter and picture of me that Katee had taken while we were at the park. She wrote this really REALLY beautiful letter and I cried when I read it!!! and I never cry! She is just a sweetheart and I love her to teeny tiny bits and it really just made me realized what i've been missing for those two idiots. It just brightened my whole day. I can't even describe it. It was just wonderful. Somebody upstairs really knew I was having it tough and i'm so glad I have her and I'm really regretting deserting her and everyone else for the past months.
New Year's Resolution:
Clean out my shitty friends closet and fill it with the good ones that have been waiting in the rafters of Luuuurve
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And on another happy happy note!

Who ever is in controlled of my comment box SUCKS! It won't let me answer comments, i don't know what's going on. So...
Alabastermuslim, this is the comment that i've been trying to leave for hours but it's not working.
"I have been in Wisconsin for 16 (soon to be 17) looooong years and I think I have only seen one muslim woman. Maybe it was you!! lol
Thank you for the support, I really really appreciate it.
:)"

*She is also my new follower!!!! YAYYYYYY!!!!

Thank you for tolerating this horrible little dealio.

Travel Channel is awesome.

That's why I love it. I wish I could be Anthony Bourdain, he is probably the most amazing person on television to this day. I am learning about India via Travel Channel annnnnnnndddd I would like to go....right now.
It looks so beautiful and I love colors that I always see when we see pictures and watch movies from India. I'm also in the mood for a good Bollywood flick. I wish I could get the Indian channel!That would be AWESOME!!!!!!
I mean, I love the Spanish channel, Univision and Telemundo are wonderful and I love telemundos (but I hate American soaps) but I feel like an Indian soap opera would be THE best thing on tv of all time! Also I wish we played Cricket rather than Football (American) not Futbol (soccer). I freaking hate football, seriously. It's really vulgar and it's a cheap sport. I prefer Soccer (futbol) because it instills national pride and EVERYBODY but us watched it. I have family and friends in Spain and when they come and visit they make sure it isn't when there will be a major futbol match because they don't want to be the only ones to miss it. Last year, my friend Adrian was visiting and he made me watch the World Cup or something like that at 3 in the morning then we spent the rest of the night talking to our other friends in Spain about it. It was nice to feel like you're a part of something that the WHOLE COUNTRY is a part of. With Football, you have 20+ teams that you can choose from and if you're not completely loyal to one team, you run the risk of getting shanked by Packer fanatics in a dark alley way when you're wearing the new Favre Viking jersey.
Oh well....

On a wonderfull bright note...
I HAVE A FOLLOWERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! Odna, I bless you and your family and your camels and cats and grandchildren and great grandchildren, and your car, and the trees around your house and the toothbrush you use and EVERYTHING! It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy now that somebody actually want to reads this, I feel very loved. Thank you very very much.